Reunited

I have been away from blogging for a while because I have a hard time picking up habits. I can't be consistent with anything, not dieting, not facebook, not even taking my birth control at the same time everyday (yeah I know I can get pregers but hey thats what makes the sex that much more exciting right?)

Well I am going to try to change that starting now. I want to be able to pick up a hobby, so that I can officially have something to write down when the question "Do you have any hobby's?" pop up. Annoying.

So let me give you an update on my life, had a boyfriend for a year and half, got rid of him. Caused so much drama that I didn't see any of the great guys standing in front of me. One I have kept for three years as my friend, one night we get drunk off wine in the dollar theatre and boom, we make out and surprisingly I was really turned on. So do you jeopardize your best friend for possibly a relationship.......most would say no but hey I like to be risky...no big just a really good friend I might mess up...psh no it has taken me forever to finally give in to this bullshit I am feeling for this fool. As you will know I am an aquarius so we aren't very sensitive when it comes to our lovely dovey feelings. :)

He also happens to be an artist. He is a singer, in fact an uprising singer who has become pretty known. I am not allowed to say on here but eventually you all will love him.

I guess there is the perk about this fool. Until they become too famous and they would rather have the girls who are flashing them up on stage than you waiting for them in the back. How sad. But hey maybe I caught a good one.

Tonight I have a party to attend to in San Diego, I plan on having a grand time tonight maybe a little dancing, and a little drinking and a whole lot of laughing. Something wild is going to happen tonight I can I feel it. I'll keep you posted.

Life, fit into a quote.

“Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.” – Theodore Roosevelt

I feel like these words are so powerful. I mean I feel like certain people really don't have a reason to be in a slump for too long. People blame it on their past, how they were brought up, what bad things happened to them, and I take pity on that horrible stuff that happened but you can't let yourself live in the past. You can't let your past dictate how it will effect your life now.

Mistakes are made, hearts are broken, and tears may be shed but that can't stop us from gathering ourselves up again and taking on life with new things that come our way.

I love quotes, they speak so loudly with sometimes such little words.

Sincerely,

me

A day at the Beach

Beach = Sunburns

Hey kids, so one thing you could all learn about me, I am half English (grandparents are from London) so in a place where the sun only exists on rare occasions, this is telling you that I am whiter then an albino walrus. Sadly, unlike the rest of southern california girls love to bake their bodies to a well-done crisp and still look good, I lay out in the sun only to find out two hours after a shower that my body resembles a bright lobster color with some poopie looking spots that people would call freckles.

Now this all might sound a bit harsh but sadly my friends this is the truth. I am not the tanning type. I get red and sick. So why do I still allow myself out in the sun? Maybe because one day I hope instead of a nice shade of burgundy I might be able to pull of some form of a tan.

So as I type I am caking on the aloe lotion on my skin and moving like an 90 year old lady who can't find a comfortable position to sit down on her ass trying to not hurt as much. I wish I was exaggerating. O and another thing, no need for blankets tonight because let me tell you my body has become half Sun God and I am blazing heat from five feet away from me within my skin. Cool, what a successful day.

Spider's in my Sheets

Dear God,

For whatever gross reason you decided it was O.K. to create Spiders, it wasn't.

I just killed a nice fat spider crawling between my black and white polka dot sheets searching to suck the blood from my face as it so nicely did last night! Glad at least someone wants to snuggle up with me and kiss my face considering my single days have finally added up to a whole year now.

Sincerely,

me

Virgin Blogger

Good evening!

Tonight I am breaking my blogger virginity! That sounds a tad disturbing but I think you all get the idea.

I was once told (over and over again) that I should write a blog. I honestly don't know who in the world would read it but hey why not right? I guess it can be like my public diary even though I don't think anyone will take the time to read this.

So I just recently came back from Europe because I went for studying abroad and let me tell you, it was way better then being here. Here my past comes back to haunt me. I have already had crap from my ex, no job, and I'm stuck still trying to figure out what the hell to do with the rest of my life. Sounds tiring huh? Well it is! I have been hanging out with my friend Liz who keeps me sane but is a bit mixed up herself. We have decided to have "the best summer ever" but that is a little cliche sounding with no job which means no money so no traveling far.

Ugh I just don't want to feel trapped in a bubble and I need to do something different and meet new people out there you know people??

Meeting people really isn't that hard either. I learned that while I was frolicking Europe, or maybe it's easy to meet people when you have had a few drinks and the Europeans guys are built up with much bigger balls than U.S. guys to come up to a girl and introduce themselves....or maybe it's because they are looking to get lucky. (which is a high possibility since Europe is one of the most sexually active places I have been)

Sex in Europe is really non chaluant, its like if you don't want to go home with a European they look at you like you are nuts! It's just a normal serving in their diet to have a daily dose of orgasm, but then again who wouldn't want that?? I guess me since I am normally the "heart on your sleeve" kind of girl, you know the girl that usually gets her heart broken by the douchebag.

Come on girls! We can not let that happen anymore. At least I am not going to let it happen. Ladies and Gentlemen I came back a changed woman! Europe has led me to believe that life is way too short, and you can't always count on people you have trusted to always be there for you, so your in it for yourself until you can find those you can pull you through. But as long as you are living it for yourself and not taking everything so seriously I think people would enjoy life a tad bit more.

I once heard a quote say, "Don't take life so seriously, no one makes it out alive anyways." haha a little grim but hey, I can be a little grim. And until I can find something that will really tickle me pink, I'm sticking with a little gray in my life, but don't worry there will be plenty of patches of white stuck in there too.

Ok as for now I hope this whole blogging thing works!

Later Kiddos, Chels