Virgin Blogger

Good evening!

Tonight I am breaking my blogger virginity! That sounds a tad disturbing but I think you all get the idea.

I was once told (over and over again) that I should write a blog. I honestly don't know who in the world would read it but hey why not right? I guess it can be like my public diary even though I don't think anyone will take the time to read this.

So I just recently came back from Europe because I went for studying abroad and let me tell you, it was way better then being here. Here my past comes back to haunt me. I have already had crap from my ex, no job, and I'm stuck still trying to figure out what the hell to do with the rest of my life. Sounds tiring huh? Well it is! I have been hanging out with my friend Liz who keeps me sane but is a bit mixed up herself. We have decided to have "the best summer ever" but that is a little cliche sounding with no job which means no money so no traveling far.

Ugh I just don't want to feel trapped in a bubble and I need to do something different and meet new people out there you know people??

Meeting people really isn't that hard either. I learned that while I was frolicking Europe, or maybe it's easy to meet people when you have had a few drinks and the Europeans guys are built up with much bigger balls than U.S. guys to come up to a girl and introduce themselves....or maybe it's because they are looking to get lucky. (which is a high possibility since Europe is one of the most sexually active places I have been)

Sex in Europe is really non chaluant, its like if you don't want to go home with a European they look at you like you are nuts! It's just a normal serving in their diet to have a daily dose of orgasm, but then again who wouldn't want that?? I guess me since I am normally the "heart on your sleeve" kind of girl, you know the girl that usually gets her heart broken by the douchebag.

Come on girls! We can not let that happen anymore. At least I am not going to let it happen. Ladies and Gentlemen I came back a changed woman! Europe has led me to believe that life is way too short, and you can't always count on people you have trusted to always be there for you, so your in it for yourself until you can find those you can pull you through. But as long as you are living it for yourself and not taking everything so seriously I think people would enjoy life a tad bit more.

I once heard a quote say, "Don't take life so seriously, no one makes it out alive anyways." haha a little grim but hey, I can be a little grim. And until I can find something that will really tickle me pink, I'm sticking with a little gray in my life, but don't worry there will be plenty of patches of white stuck in there too.

Ok as for now I hope this whole blogging thing works!

Later Kiddos, Chels